Blogy, blogy, blogy. It feels strange to be starting a blog after I’ve had a vlog for so long. In a sense, it feels like going backwards, and maybe that’s exactly what I need.
I’ve always loved writing. I love the idea of a writer. I love movies about writers; hopeless guys who stare at an empty word document with the cursor blinking at them, then they and start typing away, then the next scene is them handing in the long-awaited book. Or better yet, an analogue, loud, oldschool typewriter! I romanticize about that, a lot. Maybe that’s why I got a ThinkPad, cuz of the keyboard, hoping to be a writer. I’m weird.
Anyways. So, I’m starting this blog, not for fame, not to necessarily be heard, not to gain traction of any sort, but just for myself. You see, I’ve been battling for self-expression for a while now. I’ve been feeling stifled for a long time. As a creator, to speak my mind and to express my thoughts is all I seek. But I haven’t been able to do that.
I have theories to why that is: